Saturday, May 22, 2010

EXHAUSTED

I have always been a "glass half empty" kind of a girl. I'll be honest, if things don't go as I choose or expected, a tantrum of sorts is in the making. I think Mike has learned to adapt over the years. He can see it coming, moves out of my way. I usually throw a few things, often say some choice words or slam a few doors, and then we get on with life. Sometimes all I need is a good pout session, then I am fine. Well, lately, I am not fine. In fact, pouting has turned into an everyday life experience around our house. It's really equivalent to walking on eggshells. I see it, trust me, but I honestly can't control myself or figure out just what it is that I am so annoyed with. I am literally annoyed with EVERYTHING! These days, you really can't win with me. I am all out of positives, considering I didn't have many to start with. I feel overweight, overworked, under appreciated, underpaid, and downright exhausted. So, if you need a heartfelt word of encouragement or appreciation...look somewhere else, you won't find it from me. I suggest for the next 8 weeks, for your own health and safety, you stay as far away from me as possible. Nothing good will come from being exposed to my unexplainable amounts of negativity. And lets all hope that delivery is a cure, for every ones sake!

Please read the fine print: This post is in no way a cry for your sympathy or compassionate service opportunity. It is clearly a form of raw and true emotion not to be taken out of context. It is what it is.

5 comments:

jerseygirl said...

I feel the exact same way...except totally opposite but after the eight weeks w/ me.......you'll still get the same ornery person that you started with, lol. I wish you luck these next eight weeks and hope they go quickly, I wish you even more luck getting through this next weekend, lol...you'll need it! love you and hang in there!

korie said...

Oh Sara! Oh Sara! I wish I was there to take this out of context and do exactly what you don't want! Love you! Good luck this summer! Hopefully a new born baby boy is exactly what the dr. ordered.

Alyssa said...

Good thing you wrote that fine print! I was on my way with a casserole, rainbows, and unicorns to cheer you up! Don't worry this is just a side effect of all that extra testosterone pumping through your veins. Men are more aggressive, irritable, ready to fight... get it? Oh, and I'll keep clear, as long as we can still meet for lunch at least twice a week...

alana said...

SARA!!! I hear your cry out for sympathy. But I ate the casserole I was going to bring over. BUT the good news .. tomorrow is a new day and I SURE LOVE YOU!!

stephgoett said...

hey answer your phone! Stop avoiding me!!!! I can totally see you now! Maybe I will have to come and stock you just like someone else once did! I so do miss you!